Tuesday, April 21, 2009

2 my wife.

i love you so much and every thing we have we are running down together for the end of time.
We're driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue
And right now radio's all that we can hear
Now we ain't talk since we left, it's so over due
It's cold outside but between us it's worse in here

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday, 7 takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

That I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here

Friday, April 10, 2009

life

love somebody and yet fear to do so. or put it this way, the other fears you or never tells you the truth of his/her heart..........have to belive that's how life gets to be otherwise it appears to be so absurd when we fear the ones we love the most. sth of feelings of insecurity and those who dont have this grate affection are so good at getting ur heart simply cause of the nice words they say. have to accept that some consider life more of a game than a goft and for us, we have no choice but to accept what has been left for us.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

emmmmmmai.......sky the limit






everyday up there its really cool and pretty like the breeze we feeel and the laughter and the photos which u can c taht few have the chance to have them by. well, it always requires alot of courage for us to be able to fight the fear of the heights and sincerely its not always easy and perhaps thats why we often times keep down here in our rooms and N5 de M15 are really tight. it really apppears most of us are valunarable tho some my consider us as being so strong and that the fact tht we are strong at some other things cant really rule out the possibility of ever being misunderstood or even us failing the other parties and this EMY is onthylist.



They always say and actuallly the truth is that we are lke sponges that tend to absorb anything put in their path or best for magnets and have to do our utmost to attract or absorb the right fellows into our tinny psychotic planets we create for ourselves.
well,in there we are and so is home of kryptonians like us and actually have to appreciate that our home is really so small or tinny to be so true.
its hard to be so different, but its worth the sacrifice. welcome to the home page......ereka kryptville.

make the right moves

so often we tend to compromise even at such grate costs to us that the thought of how we shall deal with all this latter hardly comes by and the fact that we are victims to our own failings shows how low we are at guard.
doing always the right thing isn't easy cause alot of sacrifice and love, patiencce, forbearance, long suffering and self control is involved. i call it is cause are all fruits of one thing and hope u can check it out Gal 5:22 and as for me i have learnt from life especially at the covent des emond B16 def M13. i yearn so much for iyan 5th year. life tends so complex that what seems so easy with most people for you its a serious tag of war, a serious wrestingling with ur spirit.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

MURIEL is on.

life is so tight and the truth is that love isnt something so easy to get with and the idea of throwing ur thoughts to others is really so dreading but little can we do in this world cause when our hormonal levels tend to hypereact, life tends so confusing and so different and as always your position will be teasured in this psychological world of mine and the fact is as they always say that time heals wounds.
in loving memory
of mary stuart

Friday, March 6, 2009

The dark, dark side of Brazil



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The dark, dark side of BrazilFri Mar 06 07:44AM

Having missed the freeway exit, there was no choice but to cut through dark suburbs of windy roads, some of them just dirt, relying on a GPS to find the house tucked away in the nether regions of one of the innumerable satellite towns outside Sao Paulo.I was on my way to interview a couple, a New Zealander and his Brazilian common-law wife, who had lost their three-year-old daughter to a horrendous crime: a rape and murder while they were on vacation in a beach resort favoured by foreigners.But the driving through increasingly sinister zones, and the anxiety-bordering-on-panic demeanour of a Brazilian friend in the car suggested to me that horrendous crime was more commonplace than my upbringing in Australian and European neighbourhoods had prepared me for.Statistically, I knew that to be true. Brazil has around 45,000 homicides a year, a staggering number. Per head of population, only a handful of other countries rank worse in the world (among them El Salvador, Venezuela, Jamaica and South Africa). Armed robbery is rife, drugs are everywhere, police are ineffective, walls around houses of those who can afford it are high and topped with electric wires or broken glass.But when you live in the "safest" part of the city, where European prices exclude all except the well-heeled, you see little of all that. Until, that is, you move just a short distance in almost any direction and you see the cruel reality of Brazilian life.Night-time in unfamiliar terrain here conjures up images of mediaevel forests where villagers were afraid to tread because there be monsters.This week was exceptionally bad, with the perversity of several cases making them stand out from the drip-drip-drip of almost daily reports of violence.The couple I interviewed were doubly victim: first they lost their daughter, then they had to endure deliberate official inaction over the crime for more than two months.The police officer initially in charge of the case dismissed signs on the toddler's body that she had been raped, and blamed the couple for leaving her to play in the garden unsupervised for 20 minutes. The doctor at the hospital handling the body did little either. Eventually other, more professional police got involved (after pressure from the New Zealand embassy) and the case was cracked within days (a labourer at the couple's rented vacation villa confessed).Children were also the victims of two other crimes that came to light in the past few days, both similar. In both cases, young girls became pregnant after alleged abuse at the hands of their stepfather or adoptive father. The girls' ages? Nine and 11.The nine-year-old, who was pregnant with twins, had an abortion this week, prompting the furious, influential, pro-life Catholic Church to excommunicate her mother and the doctors involved.Then there was a case in Rio, where a gang of robbers grabbed a couple as they were leaving a restaurant in a chic part of town. After stealing all their valuables, the couple were driven to a cliff and pushed off. Both survived and managed to identify their assailants.The robbers themselves had been beaten beforehand by drug-dealers in their slum who were angry with them for attracting police attention to their lawless district.That last twist perhaps sums up the situation here best: this is a land where, all too often, the only law is that of the jungle. And night-time in the jungle can be a scary place indeed.

life is tight my friends


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Peter and Penelope Duff, from Bath in Somerset, died at the Dignitas clinic in Zurich on February 27.
Retired businessmen Mr Duff, 80, a patron of the Bath Festival, was suffering from colon and liver cancer.
His 70-year-old wife had been suffering from another rare form of the disease, Gist (gastrointestinal stromal tumour) since 1992.
A family statement said: "Peter and Penny Duff passed away peacefully together in Zurich after a long battle against their terminal cancer on February 27.
"Penny had fought a rare cancer, Gist, since 1992 and Peter's colon cancer had spread to his liver.
"Their decision in no way reflected on the wonderful and humbling care they have received from their consultant, doctors and nurses, for which the family, and they, were so appreciative."
Mr Duff was secretary-general of the Wine Guild of the United Kingdom from 1984 to 1989.
He had been chairman of Alcohol In Moderation since March 2001.
A statement released by Bath Festival said of the Duffs: "They were great patrons of the arts who supported our festivals for many years, although their chief involvement was with music."
Dignitas was founded in 1998 by Swiss lawyer Ludwig Minelli, who runs it as a non-profit organisation.