BETTER IN TIME!

It's been the longest winter without you,
I didn't know where to turn to.
See, somehow I can't forget you,
After all that we've been through.
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Going, coming... thought I heard a knock
Who's there? No one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know,

If you didn't notice, boy, you mean everything.
Quickly I'm learning to love again,
All I know is I'm gon' be okay

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
And even though I really love you,
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV,
Without something there that would remind me
It wasn't all that easy
To just put aside your feelings.
If I'm dreaming, don't wanna lie,
Hurt my feelings

But that's the path

I believe in,
And I know that time will heal it

If you didn't notice, well
You mean everything.
Quickly I'm learning to love again,
All I know is I'm gon' be okay

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
And even though I really love you,
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to, ooooooh
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me (no more you and me)
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be.
No matter how hard it is,
I'll be fine without you, Yes I will.

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too ohhhh
It'll all get better in time ooooh
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time, woah

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, yeahh
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

for you.........mnyaradzom

I lost it and if only i had a means of making you realize this ma love, perhaps we would be kissing under the sunny shores of the pacific in the summers.
let me not ma it appear as though its a grate deal, but atleast know that this guy atleast loved me, only that you had so different goals, so different are the goals that you wouldnt allow me to sacrifice mine or make for a concession.......
i will sing you this song always until i meet the right one worthy waiting for.


If I should stay
Well, I would only be in your way
And so I'll go, and yet I know
That I'll think of you each step of my way
And I will always love you
I will always love you
Bitter-sweet memories
That's all I have, and all I'm taking with me
Good-bye, oh, please don't cry
'Cause we both know that I'm not
What you need
But I will always love you
I will always love you

And I hope life, will treat you kind
And I hope that you have all
That you ever dreamed of
Oh, I do wish you joy
And I wish you happiness
But above all this
I wish you love
I love you, I will always love


I will always, always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you

LONG LOST LOVE

so it goes with am emotions that despite the fact of having abstained and tried to be loyal to only you and truthful in all matters i have lost out so trebbly thatnot anyone else can perhaps cover up the damage. i just have to finish what i know i can do best and let you too decifer what you love the most because for me i really dont know much for the closest i have ever tried to get close to you was when i got the untimely hug from you. i just dont know but i have to move on and find out ma lot prhaps somewhere where we all may never have thought would ever try to find ourselves! all this time, the opportunity you had by yo self, but now i have come to realize how much our goals do tend to shape out our future in this world, because all by now would be wedding bells perhaps under the shades of one of the most prettie beaches in the pacific. perhaps i also have to sing, ......viva forever and it seems it was all nothing but a dream, i loved you and i think i loved for real only once, i dont think it will change soon, i have to reboot ma CPU, otherwise its running too low....in loving memory of mnm.

To those who are married, .. Not married ... And soon to be married

MARRIAGE .

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly.

Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce.

I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!

That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces.

The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger.. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly.

Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table.. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible.

Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage. This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning.

I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request. I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions.. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd.. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms.

His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work.

I drove alone to the office. On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more.

There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one.

Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger.. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily. Suddenly it hit me... She had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart.

Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head. Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out..

To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life.

My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly.. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally.

I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore. She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce.

My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card.. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion,

the car,

property,

the money in the bank, blah..blah.. blah.

These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse's friend and

do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage! If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you. If you do, you just might save a heart.

JW's Win $1.3M Discrimination Lawsuit

JW's Win $1.3M Discrimination Lawsuithttp://www.eeoc.gov/press/7-31-09.htmlThe U.S. Equal Employment Opportunity CommissionPRESS RELEASE7-31-09AT&T PAYS $1.3 MILLION TO SATISFY JUDGMENT IN RELIGIOUS DISCRIMINATIONLAWSUITEEOC Prevails in Jury Verdict and Subsequent Appeal for Two Customer ServiceTechnicians Fired for Attending Jehovah's Witness ConventionJONESBORO, Ark. - The U.S. Equal Employment Opportunity Commission (EEOC)today announced that a Satisfaction of Judgment was entered in U.S. DistrictCourt for the Eastern District of Arkansas, Jonesboro Division, in areligious discrimination lawsuit brought by the federal agency againstcommunications giant AT&T, Inc. on behalf of two male customer servicetechnicians who were suspended and fired for attending a Jehovah's WitnessesConvention. AT&T paid a total of $1,307,597 pursuant to the judgmentsentered in the case.In October 2007, a jury of nine women and
three men awarded the two formeremployees, Jose Gonzalez and Glenn Owen (brothers-in-law), $296,000 in backpay and $460,000 in compensatory damages under Title VII of the Civil RightsAct. During the four-day trial, the jury heard evidence that both men hadsubmitted written requests to their manager in January 2005 for one day ofleave to attend a religious observance that was scheduled for Friday July 15to Sunday July 17, 2005. Both men testified that they had sincerely heldreligious beliefs that required them to attend the Jehovah's Witnessconvention each year. Both men had attended
the convention every yearthroughout their employment with AT&T. Gonzalez worked at the company formore than eight years and Owen was employed there for nearly six years.The case was tried in U.S. District Court for the Eastern District ofArkansas, Jonesboro Division (Case No. 3:06-cv-00176), before Judge LeonHolmes. AT&T appealed the jury verdict to the Eighth Circuit Court ofAppeals. The Eighth Circuit sided with the
EEOC and upheld the jury verdict.The amount awarded by the jury at trial grew to $1,307,597 with theinclusion of interest and front pay. Judge Holmes granted the EEOC's requestfor an injunction prohibiting AT&T from
engaging in any employment practicewhich discriminates on the basis of religion."These two employees never should have had to choose between their jobs andtheir sincerely held religious beliefs," said EEOC Acting Chairman Stuart J.Ishimaru. "With increased religious diversity in
the workplace, employersneed to be extra vigilant in guarding against discrimination based onreligion."Title VII prohibits religious discrimination and requires employers to makereasonable accommodations to employees' and applicants' sincerely heldreligious beliefs, as long as this does not pose an undue hardship.EEOC Supervisory Trial Attorney William A. Cash, Jr., who tried the casewith agency attorney Darin Tuggle, said, "These were two outstandingemployees who simply should have been
allowed to attend the Jehovah'sWitnesses Convention as they had done during their employment with AT&T.When employers or management officials
attempt to make an example out ofemployees by discriminating against them, as
was done in this case, there isa high price to pay."EEOC Regional Attorney Faye A. Williams
of the agency's Memphis DistrictOffice, which has jurisdiction for Arkansas, remarked, "We are pleased thatthis matter is now over and these gentlemen may now move forward with theirlives. These men took a stand against a large employer for their sincerelyheld religious beliefs, and justice has prevailed."According to company information, AT&T is the largest provider of both localand long distance telephone services, DSL Internet access and wirelessservice in the United States, with 74.9 million wireless customers and morethan 150 million total customers.Religious discrimination charge filings (allegations) reported to EEOCoffices nationwide have substantially increased from 1,388 in Fiscal Year1992 to 3,283 in FY 2008.The EEOC enforces federal laws prohibiting employment discrimination.Further information about the EEOC is available on its web site atwww.eeoc.gov.

There is Sunshine in A Smile.

Life is a mixture of sunshine and rain,Laughter and pleasure, teardrops and rain.
All days can't be bright but it's certainly true,There was never a cloud the sun didn't shine through.
And you'll find when you smile your day will be brighterAnd all your burdens will seem so much lighter.
For each time you smile you will find it's trueSomebody, somewhere, will smile back at you.
And nothing on earth can make life more worthwhileThan the sunshine and warmth of a beautiful smile!

growing up and realities of life.

Check out these romantic dating ideas and make your date a roaring success:
I am there, I am notOne of the oldest tricks in the book is to show the person you date how busy you are. Men or women, both sexes love to date someone who's rare and outta ordinary. Showing yourself as a busy person makes it seem you are taking time from your busy schedule to meet your date and that's what makes you special. It's showing your partner how lucky he/she is to have you there as a date. The perception will be - if your time is important, you're important. Simple tricks to do this are - Talking over the phone only for a short time and hanging up first after a conversation; keeping the appointments to some other convenient time of yours( ex: "I'm occupied that day, I can't make it. If you don't mind...let's see...what about Thursday? I'm free then.") and not calling your date constantly. Never seem too available.
Keep youself occupiedKeep yourself busy before your date. Thinking about your date over and over again can complicate the situation and make you goof it all up. Don't wait all day to attend your date, rather see it as another event that may work out or maybe not.
Be on Time Being punctual is the greatest tip for people of both sexes. Be on time for your date. It's real bad manners on your part to turn up late and let your date wait anxiously. It makes you seem rude and an insincere person to have a relationship with.
Be YourselfYou read it right. Be yourself while you date. Making an impression upon your date and be in your best self is okay but trying to be someone else is not. You can never really measure up to your partner's ideal and even if you do, you can't manage to do it forever. You’ll only get yourself stuck in a role-playing that will increasingly become difficult and irritating for you. Eventually your partner will see through your deception and be offended by your dishonesty.
Accept compliments with graceMen often complain how women can’t take a compliment properly. This is the chance for all you women to prove 'em wrong. If he tells you that you look lovely in that dress, return his compliment with a simple, "Thank you". Do not contradict him or go into the details of the dress to justify your beauty for it will be embarrasing, for him as well as for you. Just accept his compliment with grace. It'll show him that you know you you look great. He'll appreciate your grace and be impressed with your self-confidence and ease with yourself.
No ex-factorTalking about last boyfriend, fiancé or husband is a strict no-no for women on the first few dates. This is because when a woman talks about her ex, men usually assume that she is still bitter and angry about being dumped. Guys don’t like such an emotional baggage and there goes kaput your chances of a second meeting with him.
Stick to positive subjectsWhile dating, your partner is bound to ask you some personal questions out of curiosity. Your answers should be brief and to the point. But talking too much about how much of a pest your boss is or why you just can't patch up with your estranged father can be repulsive to your date. Pouring your heart out is okay, but not early on in a relationship. Your complaints and anguish can make your partner feel that you're not happy with yourself. How can you make him/her happy then? So, stick to positive subjects while you date.
Express Your Opinions HonestlySharing the same views as your date can be great to win him/her over but that doesn't mean you have to be servile and say 'yes' when you want to say 'no'. It can flatter your date to an extent but that will soon turn to boredom and irritation when he'she realizes you are impossible to have an intelligent conversation with. Stand firm on issues that are important to you, but don't contradict just to show you are strong. Also, don’t argue just to prove you’re right. Converse cooly and honestly. You're going on a date, not a debate.
Never compare Finally, never compare your dates in your mind. "Jane is lovely, but Joanna was sweeter or John is charming though Jack was more dashing" is the wrong approach to dating. Remember, going on a date means you're checking out a person not a product that you can buy. Each person has his/her own specialities and hence, comparing them would be inappropriate. Just give some time to your date and see what type of a person he/she is. The more you know your partner, there are chances of your discovering better things about him/her that you'd probably never have ever dreamt of.

4 d new chapta, 4 d new chance of life.

DIS MOMENT.
From this moment
Life has began
From this moment
You’re the one
Like a society
Is where I belong
From this moment ohhh

From this moment
I have been blessed
I will only
For your happiness
And for your love…..
I give my lasst breath
From this moment
Oohhhh

I give my heart to you
With all my heart,
Cant wait to live my
Life with you
Cant wait to start
You never and me
Will never be apart
My dreams came true
Because of you.

chorus
From this moment
As long as I live
I’ll love you
I promise you this
There is nothing
I’ll ever give
From this moment i
Ohhhh

You are the reason
I believe in love
Hey you are the
Answer to my prayers
For most of them
All we need
Is just the two of us
My dreams
Came true
Because … of you

Chorus
I’ll love you
I’ll love you
As long as I live
From this moment.
Ooooohhhhhhhhh.

life is tight hani, sweet herat, my love.

STAY WIZ ME.
Stay with me
Don’t fall asleep
Too soon
The angels can wait
For a moment
Come real close
Forget the world outside
Tonight, we are alone
Its finally you and i

It wasn’t meant to
Feel like this
Not without you

Chorus
Because when
I look at my life
I see pieces falling
To play
And just wouldn’t mind
Without you
When I see how
My path
Seem to end up
Falling for your face
Say to my heart
This is where we are
For this we lived from the start

Don’t be afraid
I will be by your side
Thru the life after this place
Together we are bond to fly
I wasn’t meant to
Love like this
Not without you

Chorus
I made a few mistakes, yeah
Like sometimes we so do
Into a hard way
But made it back to you

Chorus 2
Deep from the heart
This is where we are from the start.

SUMMER days.

Endless Summer Nights lyrics

Summer came and left without a warning
All at once I looked and you were gone
And now you're looking back at me
Searching for a way that we can be
Like we were before

Now I'm back to what I knew before you
Somehow the city doesn't look the same
I'd give my life for one more night
Of having you here to hold me tight;
oh please
Take me there again
Oh, oh

Chorus:
And I remember how you loved me
Time was all we had until the day we said goodbye
I remember every moment
of those endless summer nights
I still recall the walks along the beaches
And the way your hair would glisten in the sun
Rising in the afternoon
Making love to you under the moon;
Oh-uh-oh
Do you remember all the nights we spent in silence
Every single breath you took was mine
We can have it all again
Say that you'll be with me when the sun brings your heart to mine
Oh, oh
Chorus:

And I remember how you loved me
Time was all we had until the day we said goodbye
And I remember every moment
of those endless summer nights

Bridge:
There's only so much I can say
So please don't run away
From what we have together
It's only you an me tonight
So let's stay lost in flight
Oh, won't you please surrender

Chorus:
And I remember how you loved me
Time was all we had until the day we said goodbye
And I remember every moment
of those endless summer nights

Chorus fade out

HIGH SCHOOL LOVE LETTERS:

Remember the good old days

ANOTHER ONE FROM MY ARCHIEVES!

** MAY THE RECEIVER BE THE OPENER **
** ROLL DOWN TOU YOU ** KISS BEFORE YOU READ

** " P D N F"--- please do no fold **

Roll down to you sweetiepie Babe!
Time and ability plus double capacity has forced my pen to dance automatically on this benedicted sheet of paper. Why! this miraculous thing happened is because papie I love you spontaneously and as I stand horizontal to the wall and perpendicular to the ground I only think of you, since you are a fantastic and fabulous guy. papie please Stop haranguing with the feelings in my heart because I love you more than a snake loves rat. To me each day starts by thinking of you and ends by dreaming of you. Each time I see you my metabolism suddenly stops and my peristalysis goes in reverse gear. My medular-oblandata also stops functioning.

Crazy crazy crazy you may say but this is true. If only you knew what is going on in my encephalon you would understand. That's why I need to see you face to face with you, soon. I think I have to pen-off hear because I still haven't finished studying electrolysis and polymerization. Catch you pa- later. Sleep tight and don't let those bed bugs ever bite you coz you are too sweet a thing for them. Here is my foto when! you sii et remembar meee.





** FLY LIKE A JUMBO JET**
** ROLL DOWN TOU YOU ** KISS BEFORE YOU READ

** " P D N F"--- please do no fold


My Love, My Sugar, i was exasperated with pride to have received one from you, the lungs in my body flapped with joy when i have been reading your letter. Anyway by now you have reached the realisations to why i am jotting this small letter to you, yes it is to see if you are keeping with the sands of time.


How is everything on that other side of yours? Well here everything is just half lemon half sugar to makeit schweppes. How is your schooling? How are you pulling the wagons of life? I am just pulling the schooling thing like a donkey pulling a cart.

My honie, i am missing you ve ry much right now, my heart is perambulating with every word that i write, if it was not for these oceans that decided to flow between us then i would get on the next bus to come and see you, but until then i know that i will not hesitate to put this blue blood on this paper and write to you. I remember that day lovie,! that one sweet day as Maria Curry sanged it, you know that it is my favorites song honie, the one day that we were boarding the combies and you escorted me to my home, walking with you just brought sweet dreams to me for the rest of my life honie.

If words of love could ride a bicycle I would be competing against Diego Maradona. Anyways, i will not stop you from reading the books that give you life and education so I will stop here for today.

Please always writing to me because I am missing you like sugar misses tea. You can see my foto below

My dedications to you are :


Maria Curry - One Sweet Day.

Boys to Main - And of the Rod

Keep well my mop of my heart, Yours in flesh and in blood, Ruise Sugar Baby

P.S. Sorry about my english, I did not learn anymore

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"But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength..........Isaih 40:31

With love Brio...

2 my wife.

i love you so much and every thing we have we are running down together for the end of time.
We're driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue
And right now radio's all that we can hear
Now we ain't talk since we left, it's so over due
It's cold outside but between us it's worse in here

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday, 7 takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

That I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here

life

love somebody and yet fear to do so. or put it this way, the other fears you or never tells you the truth of his/her heart..........have to belive that's how life gets to be otherwise it appears to be so absurd when we fear the ones we love the most. sth of feelings of insecurity and those who dont have this grate affection are so good at getting ur heart simply cause of the nice words they say. have to accept that some consider life more of a game than a goft and for us, we have no choice but to accept what has been left for us.

emmmmmmai.......sky the limit

everyday up there its really cool and pretty like the breeze we feeel and the laughter and the photos which u can c taht few have the chance to have them by. well, it always requires alot of courage for us to be able to fight the fear of the heights and sincerely its not always easy and perhaps thats why we often times keep down here in our rooms and N5 de M15 are really tight. it really apppears most of us are valunarable tho some my consider us as being so strong and that the fact tht we are strong at some other things cant really rule out the possibility of ever being misunderstood or even us failing the other parties and this EMY is onthylist.

They always say and actuallly the truth is that we are lke sponges that tend to absorb anything put in their path or best for magnets and have to do our utmost to attract or absorb the right fellows into our tinny psychotic planets we create for ourselves.

well,in there we are and so is home of kryptonians like us and actually have to appreciate that our home is really so small or tinny to be so true.

its hard to be so different, but its worth the sacrifice. welcome to the home page......ereka kryptville.

make the right moves

so often we tend to compromise even at such grate costs to us that the thought of how we shall deal with all this latter hardly comes by and the fact that we are victims to our own failings shows how low we are at guard.
doing always the right thing isn't easy cause alot of sacrifice and love, patiencce, forbearance, long suffering and self control is involved. i call it is cause are all fruits of one thing and hope u can check it out Gal 5:22 and as for me i have learnt from life especially at the covent des emond B16 def M13. i yearn so much for iyan 5th year. life tends so complex that what seems so easy with most people for you its a serious tag of war, a serious wrestingling with ur spirit.

MURIEL is on.

life is so tight and the truth is that love isnt something so easy to get with and the idea of throwing ur thoughts to others is really so dreading but little can we do in this world cause when our hormonal levels tend to hypereact, life tends so confusing and so different and as always your position will be teasured in this psychological world of mine and the fact is as they always say that time heals wounds.
in loving memory
of mary stuart

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The dark, dark side of BrazilFri Mar 06 07:44AM

Having missed the freeway exit, there was no choice but to cut through dark suburbs of windy roads, some of them just dirt, relying on a GPS to find the house tucked away in the nether regions of one of the innumerable satellite towns outside Sao Paulo.I was on my way to interview a couple, a New Zealander and his Brazilian common-law wife, who had lost their three-year-old daughter to a horrendous crime: a rape and murder while they were on vacation in a beach resort favoured by foreigners.But the driving through increasingly sinister zones, and the anxiety-bordering-on-panic demeanour of a Brazilian friend in the car suggested to me that horrendous crime was more commonplace than my upbringing in Australian and European neighbourhoods had prepared me for.Statistically, I knew that to be true. Brazil has around 45,000 homicides a year, a staggering number. Per head of population, only a handful of other countries rank worse in the world (among them El Salvador, Venezuela, Jamaica and South Africa). Armed robbery is rife, drugs are everywhere, police are ineffective, walls around houses of those who can afford it are high and topped with electric wires or broken glass.But when you live in the "safest" part of the city, where European prices exclude all except the well-heeled, you see little of all that. Until, that is, you move just a short distance in almost any direction and you see the cruel reality of Brazilian life.Night-time in unfamiliar terrain here conjures up images of mediaevel forests where villagers were afraid to tread because there be monsters.This week was exceptionally bad, with the perversity of several cases making them stand out from the drip-drip-drip of almost daily reports of violence.The couple I interviewed were doubly victim: first they lost their daughter, then they had to endure deliberate official inaction over the crime for more than two months.The police officer initially in charge of the case dismissed signs on the toddler's body that she had been raped, and blamed the couple for leaving her to play in the garden unsupervised for 20 minutes. The doctor at the hospital handling the body did little either. Eventually other, more professional police got involved (after pressure from the New Zealand embassy) and the case was cracked within days (a labourer at the couple's rented vacation villa confessed).Children were also the victims of two other crimes that came to light in the past few days, both similar. In both cases, young girls became pregnant after alleged abuse at the hands of their stepfather or adoptive father. The girls' ages? Nine and 11.The nine-year-old, who was pregnant with twins, had an abortion this week, prompting the furious, influential, pro-life Catholic Church to excommunicate her mother and the doctors involved.Then there was a case in Rio, where a gang of robbers grabbed a couple as they were leaving a restaurant in a chic part of town. After stealing all their valuables, the couple were driven to a cliff and pushed off. Both survived and managed to identify their assailants.The robbers themselves had been beaten beforehand by drug-dealers in their slum who were angry with them for attracting police attention to their lawless district.That last twist perhaps sums up the situation here best: this is a land where, all too often, the only law is that of the jungle. And night-time in the jungle can be a scary place indeed.

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Peter and Penelope Duff, from Bath in Somerset, died at the Dignitas clinic in Zurich on February 27.
Retired businessmen Mr Duff, 80, a patron of the Bath Festival, was suffering from colon and liver cancer.
His 70-year-old wife had been suffering from another rare form of the disease, Gist (gastrointestinal stromal tumour) since 1992.
A family statement said: "Peter and Penny Duff passed away peacefully together in Zurich after a long battle against their terminal cancer on February 27.
"Penny had fought a rare cancer, Gist, since 1992 and Peter's colon cancer had spread to his liver.
"Their decision in no way reflected on the wonderful and humbling care they have received from their consultant, doctors and nurses, for which the family, and they, were so appreciative."
Mr Duff was secretary-general of the Wine Guild of the United Kingdom from 1984 to 1989.
He had been chairman of Alcohol In Moderation since March 2001.
A statement released by Bath Festival said of the Duffs: "They were great patrons of the arts who supported our festivals for many years, although their chief involvement was with music."
Dignitas was founded in 1998 by Swiss lawyer Ludwig Minelli, who runs it as a non-profit organisation.

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