Wednesday, December 16, 2009

BETTER IN TIME!

It's been the longest winter without you,
I didn't know where to turn to.
See, somehow I can't forget you,
After all that we've been through.
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Going, coming... thought I heard a knock
Who's there? No one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know,

If you didn't notice, boy, you mean everything.
Quickly I'm learning to love again,
All I know is I'm gon' be okay

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
And even though I really love you,
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV,
Without something there that would remind me
It wasn't all that easy
To just put aside your feelings.
If I'm dreaming, don't wanna lie,
Hurt my feelings

But that's the path

I believe in,
And I know that time will heal it

If you didn't notice, well
You mean everything.
Quickly I'm learning to love again,
All I know is I'm gon' be okay

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
And even though I really love you,
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to, ooooooh
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me (no more you and me)
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be.
No matter how hard it is,
I'll be fine without you, Yes I will.

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too ohhhh
It'll all get better in time ooooh
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time, woah

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, yeahh
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

for you.........mnyaradzom

I lost it and if only i had a means of making you realize this ma love, perhaps we would be kissing under the sunny shores of the pacific in the summers.
let me not ma it appear as though its a grate deal, but atleast know that this guy atleast loved me, only that you had so different goals, so different are the goals that you wouldnt allow me to sacrifice mine or make for a concession.......
i will sing you this song always until i meet the right one worthy waiting for.


If I should stay
Well, I would only be in your way
And so I'll go, and yet I know
That I'll think of you each step of my way
And I will always love you
I will always love you
Bitter-sweet memories
That's all I have, and all I'm taking with me
Good-bye, oh, please don't cry
'Cause we both know that I'm not
What you need
But I will always love you
I will always love you

And I hope life, will treat you kind
And I hope that you have all
That you ever dreamed of
Oh, I do wish you joy
And I wish you happiness
But above all this
I wish you love
I love you, I will always love


I will always, always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

LONG LOST LOVE

so it goes with am emotions that despite the fact of having abstained and tried to be loyal to only you and truthful in all matters i have lost out so trebbly thatnot anyone else can perhaps cover up the damage. i just have to finish what i know i can do best and let you too decifer what you love the most because for me i really dont know much for the closest i have ever tried to get close to you was when i got the untimely hug from you. i just dont know but i have to move on and find out ma lot prhaps somewhere where we all may never have thought would ever try to find ourselves! all this time, the opportunity you had by yo self, but now i have come to realize how much our goals do tend to shape out our future in this world, because all by now would be wedding bells perhaps under the shades of one of the most prettie beaches in the pacific. perhaps i also have to sing, ......viva forever and it seems it was all nothing but a dream, i loved you and i think i loved for real only once, i dont think it will change soon, i have to reboot ma CPU, otherwise its running too low....in loving memory of mnm.