LONG LOST LOVE

so it goes with am emotions that despite the fact of having abstained and tried to be loyal to only you and truthful in all matters i have lost out so trebbly thatnot anyone else can perhaps cover up the damage. i just have to finish what i know i can do best and let you too decifer what you love the most because for me i really dont know much for the closest i have ever tried to get close to you was when i got the untimely hug from you. i just dont know but i have to move on and find out ma lot prhaps somewhere where we all may never have thought would ever try to find ourselves! all this time, the opportunity you had by yo self, but now i have come to realize how much our goals do tend to shape out our future in this world, because all by now would be wedding bells perhaps under the shades of one of the most prettie beaches in the pacific. perhaps i also have to sing, ......viva forever and it seems it was all nothing but a dream, i loved you and i think i loved for real only once, i dont think it will change soon, i have to reboot ma CPU, otherwise its running too low....in loving memory of mnm.